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Moderator: Ras
Don't give up with it. There's no need to pressure yourself, no one will laugh, point the finger or anything. In fact, this community is the opposite - it's very helpful, testers and programmers alike.
Just because something you do doesn't produce fast results doesn't mean it'll never will. It's like a seed, you plant it and let it do its job, you don't destroy it because nothing came out of the ground as fast as you hoped. Perhaps if you had kept working on it, one year from now you'd have gotten 100 users like tmokonen that enjoyed using your engine and gave you the feedback you wanted, but I guess we'll never know now, will we?
As someone that spent several years on the other side of the fence worrying about it, the best advice I can give you is to never ask people how's your english. When I was reading your messages it looked fine to me because I was understanding what I was reading, after your question I went back and it suddenly looked grammatically weird as if by magic. You'll improve it naturally with experience, as misunderstandings arise, or people ask for clarification. Otherwise, conscious effort to check what you should be typing or not gets in the way of natural flow. Just go to old messages you have written and if you can still tell what you were talking about, they're fine.